Driver licence-less blues

I've found that I tend to blog more often when I have nothing to say, rather than when I do.

Why?

I have no idea. Boredom brings out better writing than an eventful day does I suppose. Sucks though because since I only tell about when I don't have anything going on all you guys think that I don't actually have one. Which I do. Sort of.

Its so funny how I blog like I have more than two people who only sometimes read it.

Call it optimism, call it being delusional. I don't care.


So I'm skipping out on church tonight.
Both of the parental units are out of town and it would be too much work to try and figure out a way to get there. Seeing as I'm about to be seventeen and don't even have my drivers permit, that could pose a problem.
Don't judge me. I have a busy mother who won't take me and... Ya, know what? I'm not going to explain myself. Judge me if you want to! I don't care...

Okay, maybe I do. Please don't think I'm a loser.
Because I'm not.
Much anyway.

ANYWAY. Back to church. I swear I think I have the attention span of a two year old.

I'm sad that I'm not going tonight and then again I'm not. Because going would mean I would have to make more decisions that I would like to make.
Like, 1) which church am I going to? Smyrna or Beaver?
2) what the heck am I going to wear?
3) Do I even like myself enough today to shower, much less waste makeup, shampoo and energy on the smidgen of a chance that someone may talk to me?
4) Do I want to chance social rejection by no one talking to me?
5) How am I getting there and how am I getting home?

See what I mean, too many decisions, too much stress... I'm skipping tonight. Call me a sinner or a pagan or whatever, but you try to be in my driver licence-less predicament and see how you turn out.

I've done nothing all day.
Since the parents are gone I spent the night with my grandma last night with my eight year old sister and have been here all day. I'm tired from sitting here doing nothing and need to do something productive. Like clean something... Shower maybe.
We're going home soon though so that makes me happy.

If I had my licence this would all be different.

Darn my procrastinating and lazy nature!